| well im back on this xanga thing cause its like the only safe site that you can access these days.. going to job corp is kinda rough.. im one of 6 white kids here.. but im like the tallest guy here so thats neat.. everyone here is a gangster i feel super white.. i've only been here like 2 days and its already starting to stress me out.. if you could keep me in your prayers that would be cool.... |
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| i love getting tattoos except where they heal and they hurt. |
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| so im off to college to take yet another turn in my life to make somthing of myself so yeah.................................................................................. college again here we go.......... |
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| no one is there thats at least how i feel liek now ones there no one really cares. i feel like the only people who say they care are the ones that are going to use use you to get to someone or somthing. and girls i dont get why they can say i love you one second and i hate you another. i feel so alone without friends or people that really care about me or the way that i feel. Call me emo call me whatever but i feel like depressed with life AT LEAST im doing somthing with it going to college but how do i know that its the right thing to do? How do we know any thing that we do is the right thing to do. how can we say this is the right thing and that is the wrong thing like there are the obvious things like dont steal and love your neibor but when it comes to Relationships and College i am so confused..........Ralationships girls and guys need to grow up like for real it seems like 99% of the people i see are stuck in highschool and they always have highschool bullcrap issues like you can be in college and you still act like an immature highschooler for real grow up people. and college yes. when in like 13 days. what oh yeah im going to be studying like Medical services.....not like anyone cares anyways.....but yeah ttyl
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